Today i almost quit my job... Was so hot n disappointed. Cos my boss did something i cant accept, which is to break his word n accuse me instead of somethin i din do... This has alwis been my explosive point... (i have oredi argued wif my pc in bmt n in unit my superior...bad track record) I dunno shud i say i very brave to disregard authority to uphold justice or i jus plain stupid n implusive~ It all happen cos i was promised alternate sat, but i have been working 7 out of 8 sat continously. N i was also told that if sat work, mon can come in the afternoon, n this sat i worked all the way to 5 plus like a thai worker but he said cos i nt teaching so nt counted so still mus come early on mon... it was unfair, rite? To add fuel, no leave to be taken for the nxt 3mths...omg
I ALMOST gave up... But when i think of wat i gained tru this mths... The knowledge, the maturity, great colleagues n frens n even the students really kept my mind sane...
"Dun be rash, cool it, or else all effort will be wasted", "Who cares, i jus gonna pack up n leave this darn place wif insanely bad workin hrs" These 2 phrase have been revolving my mind... In the end i chose the first... Call me stuborn if u want, but i hate to be looked down n i dun wanna let down those people who have expectations for me~
I going to get tru this tough period~ ---------------End of distress--------------
Today also my last class for a very fun class... Again i could nt bear to part... (too emotional le, sigh)... One of then actually gonna return to india le... he asked me to visit him if free... he say he will arrange everything for me... Great guy~ Anand Ray Bilas, i'll remember u... Good luck in ur studies, cya~(hopefully)
I also pondering on something... If u like someone, but u have no time to accompany her, and no confidence to make her happy, is it irresponsible to love her? To me its seems irresponsible... I think its better off to remain as it is ba... Dun wanna hurt n also be hurt... Btw i attached...for the nxt 6 mths at least, to IT Enabler...
Today i almost quit my job... Was so hot n disappointed. Cos my boss did something i cant accept, which is to break his word n accuse me instead of somethin i din do... This has alwis been my explosive point... (i have oredi argued wif my pc in bmt n in unit my superior...bad track record) I dunno shud i say i very brave to disregard authority to uphold justice or i jus plain stupid n implusive~ It all happen cos i was promised alternate sat, but i have been working 7 out of 8 sat continously. N i was also told that if sat work, mon can come in the afternoon, n this sat i worked all the way to 5 plus like a thai worker but he said cos i nt teaching so nt counted so still mus come early on mon... it was unfair, rite? To add fuel, no leave to be taken for the nxt 3mths...omg
I ALMOST gave up... But when i think of wat i gained tru this mths... The knowledge, the maturity, great colleagues n frens n even the students really kept my mind sane...
"Dun be rash, cool it, or else all effort will be wasted", "Who cares, i jus gonna pack up n leave this darn place wif insanely bad workin hrs" These 2 phrase have been revolving my mind... In the end i chose the first... Call me stuborn if u want, but i hate to be looked down n i dun wanna let down those people who have expectations for me~
I going to get tru this tough period~ ---------------End of distress--------------
Today also my last class for a very fun class... Again i could nt bear to part... (too emotional le, sigh)... One of then actually gonna return to india le... he asked me to visit him if free... he say he will arrange everything for me... Great guy~ Anand Ray Bilas, i'll remember u... Good luck in ur studies, cya~(hopefully)
I also pondering on something... If u like someone, but u have no time to accompany her, and no confidence to make her happy, is it irresponsible to love her? To me its seems irresponsible... I think its better off to remain as it is ba... Dun wanna hurt n also be hurt... Btw i attached...for the nxt 6 mths at least, to IT Enabler...
