Got some gan xiang today... Cos so many people around me troubled by the word...'情‘
So what is love? Is it a feeling? A moment of silliness? Or simply companionship. Looking at those korean shows, i bet most people hope to find someone that's as perfect as the ones in the shows. But life is not so beautiful~
It is not easy to maintain the relationship... Sparks die down, busy working or simply lose interest.
Heard n seen people who control their half too much... Not allowing to meet frens, even if frens from the same gender. If opposite sex still understandable, cos nt sure wat the other party might do to ur partner. But same gender, wats the prob? Ridiculous lo~ I believe in platonic friendship between guys n gals, some frens will alwis be good frens or siblings type, so i truely dun mind if my gf meet up wif her guy frens.*provided she let me meet my gals frens also :)*
We need freedom. loving someone shud be cherish n not control... This kind of love will only make each other suffer... If love will make the one u love suffer, why not let go n give ur best wishes....? If me i will~
Cos i the outsider, i can see things more clearly. Cos i not emotionaly involved, so wont be mislead by feelings~ But sometimes this kind of things concern the 2(or 3) of you... i cant really understand much, only be able to give my factual views on it~ But if unhappy or anything, frens feel free to pour in... i'm a well-known rubbish bin le...
Maybe i seem more free, or without that kind of burden. People like to confide in me, i really appreciate that. *someone even said talking to me can make her slp... i tranquilizer ar...? Nxt time go hospital jus ask me along, haha* But sometimes i do feel abit down when u refuse to tell me, although i can see its bothering u... But i respect ur decision. Tell me when u ready ba~
Everyone is falling sick...again~ my colleague 'panda bear'(she work too hard everday so got dark circles) also sick... so ke lian~ Think me also kena a bit... dizzy...mus go slp le... (btw durian kaki, sorry for nt meetin u~ shag...)
Clara, the 'someone' in the end finally agreed to meet me after my niam-ing for very long. Arranged to meet at the last minute lo, n end up eating laksa near the 'someone' house lo. Actually enjoyed it la, sit n jus chat, away from the buzz of the city... The place so remote to me sia...totally cant figure where i am... managed to get home somehow, haha(n today then i realise i got straight bus to the place from my workplace...incredible) Really many thanks the 'someone' for accompany me :P
these few days busy wif morn lesson... be student also very shag.... "白天我是student,晚上我是trainer". Sounds familiar? (actually edited from a commercial) During class, sometimes will wonder... wat am i doing wif my life....haiz~
It seems many people around me are so tired cos of their work commitments or school, i also clueless how to 安慰 or 鼓励 them... Cos i also one of them
Was watching a talkshow recently toking bout the impact that Stephen Chow (周星驰) brought to us. Things he said, he did, unforgettable. Some example... 少林足球- “少林功夫好耶” 西游记- “Only you...能陪我去取西经" 食神-"黯然销魂饭" 唐伯虎-"含笑半日颠" 整人专家- "阴阳合合散"
Really super funny le... He alwis be my idol~ Now still got tony ja (ong bak guy), he is incredible.... Tom Yum Goong i gonna watch by hook or by crook... even if i watch by myself~ "他住在九龙城有七个大老婆 小老婆先不说他的情妇叫做绮梦 他喜欢踢足球来一碗叉烧饭 地球危险太多他就滚回他的火星 背着喜剧之王太沉重 圈圈你个叉叉 乞丐要比皇帝还好做 少林功夫好耶"
The weekend starts wif my sat class, after class so tired. Walkin on the streets of tanjong pagar... cos some hindi movie if i nt wrong shooting a dramatic car scene... many cars n equipments n the entire stretch of road is blocked... So suay~ I have to walk all the way to fullerton to catch a bus... sigh. Might as well, enjoy the peaceful walk, sort out my tots. Wanted to walk all the way to esplanade if nt for my persistently growling stomach...
Went home early be good boy cos dun feel like going anywhere liao. First time i go fetch my dad frm the dialysis centre... freaking far lo, lucky my bro drive... So many things to do there. I feel guilty again... i nvr have time to fetch... this is like his 10 or 12 times,n its my first time i there... haiz
Unexpectedly, liam called to play mj (miracle...?),tot he jus joking. In the end 10.45 ask me, 11.30 we playin liao haha. Won 15 bucks... $5+$5 (cab fare, to and fro to bugis) +$5 mac breakfast delivery... Enjoyed lo, so long nvr play liao. I love singing while playin, haha, cant help... Reach home 7 am le... slp tru the entire sunday... literally~ Except wake up to eat n go online for a while.
Monday morn mus sit in web class... tired... Think after that go home le. Nobody free to acc me on mon evening. N someone repeatedly reject me to go out... but the 'someone' i dun blame la. Can understand, i dun want to be too persistent also... So 放过你~
Saw a-fu's blog. Said he now being niam by relatives why now now steady gf, n he started a 'marketing campaign' for himself. Very funny, so i decided to follow suit, cos i also have this similar prob... esp after my bro tied the knot this yr...
1. Not possesive Many people come to me to say that their other half veri possesive, keep tracking every move. I dun even have the time to do dat lo, my gf will have lots of freedom...
2. Huggable I've been called a bear frm sec to army days... (gummy bear, ewok... etc) No muscles so nt too hard to hug. Also nt too soft like can sink inside... Juz nice :)
3. Shoulder is just nearby Cos of my humble height, my girl can lean her head to my shoulder without stretching too far. Easier to look into eyes also. Doing 'other' things also easier :P
4. Always a listening ear I love to hear people tok to me bout their 心事, i'm pretty well 'trained' in it~ Gurantee wont fall asleep, even at 4 am~ Tested n proven
5. Caring Caring is a nice way to put in, actually i jus veri busybody. None of my biz i also ask... So betta dun let me know a bit... or i will keep asking... haha
6. Romantic? I can be very romantic one ok, if my girl say she like/want something i will do my best to get~ Like learning guitar for example (audz, sounds familar? :P)
7. No major bad habits Dun smoke, dun drink, dun flirt. Dun really gamble, if she really want me to quit i also ok.
8. Got an quan gan My face nt shuai, so wont attract too many attention, so rest assured i will be faithful(cos very few gals will be attracted to me) I haven seen someone who puke after seeing me...so i assume my looks nt that repulsive...hor...?
This kind of guy where to find? Know lelonging at 90% off...Grab while stock last. (Note: above is jus for fun hor, dun think i so despo hor, but if want to intoduce me to nice gals i dun mind, of cos)
<- Me the toad, and pris, the little princess~ (nicely taken rite?)
Must really welcome her and mike for gracing my humble abode~
Also many thanks to durian kaki, wenhui for helping me to find a long lost fren who have lost contact for 11 yrs le. Feels magical man... but 11yrs nvr tok also dun know wat to tok... also dun remember much. Only rem he was the few who really treat me well in pri...
Tomorrow is another 7-11 day~ So gonna slp le.
For those night owls who nid to stay up for work and for whatever reason. Take care of urselves ok? (that will incldes people like audz, pris, wenhui, or maybe vj... and many more i believe) Gambatte kudasai!
Mondays have been the bane of most people. It spells the end of enjoyment and the start of work... Early morn, the first person i msg, say she is moody n blue. Then open msn see someone nick "Monday Blue"...Omg keep reminding me its monday... Today actually i morn also very sian...still mus go ubi for driving. lagi worse...
Ironically mon is also the day i have been waitin for. Finally...after almost 2 mths...my 1st week nite of freedom... Ended up meetin 2 gals n a guy... 2 of them is a couple n the other gal attached... I seem to be out of place somehow... Seeing the couple so loving, i only can watch wif envy... i believe the gal beside me also thinking of her bf... sigh~ feel so empty leh. The foodcourt at wisma nt bad sia, ambience good n music veri romantic, plus window seats... food relatively cheap also... We were listening to the live band @ indochine, feels great. Maybe nxt time can bring u people there also. Seems like somerset is like my only place i go nowadays... Dun remember going anywhere else in recent weeks...
Btw the good news is i be prob free for the nxt 2 mondays. So be prepared to be activated~ Ha ha
I not trying to help 7-11 publicise. Jus dat i have been going to there almost everyday n my this week routine is almost everyday 7am wake up. Reach home at 11pm... Getting tired of this kind of life... jus wanna go home sometimes...esp when i see people going home at 6pm while i practically have to work pass that time everyday.
Now even more demoralised. The little princess in the office (mus specified 'in the office', or the mahjong princess will niam me), pris, is quitting soon. Lack of one more person to share the joy n also the burden... She also feel very sorry for me cos i will be taking over all her responsibilities. (which include teaching basic web). But i understand her decision. Really no time left to really appreciate life... Everyone will miss her~ (btw mr chia, she is also the girl u played bejeweld wif... my bluetooth spoil so cant upload the photos)
I also trying to psycho myself to like someone... she is a nice girl, treat me well but... nt my type. Was thinking of asking her out see can develop anot... but forget it... i also dun wanna spoil the frenship... n i will be a bastard if i play play wif her feelings... cos my fren interested in her~
Everyone seem to be sick or falling sick... So remember to take care hor~
So tired ar... today sleep early, tomorrow 7 am mus wake up for my driving lesson.... Why am i tired? i also dunno, everyday 8 hrs sleep still like that... Maybe cos i sleep at 2am? Cos i heard people recover fastest when resting between 11-1am~
Mon nite was chatting till 2 wif Zoe cos she 人间蒸发 for a few mths, all her frens looking for her. Was quite worried for this blur girl...
Tue nite eat at lau pat sat wif colleagues
Wed nite eat durian(seems like many people i know like durian...) n dim sum wif one of my former student... very qiao, she also knows many of my pri school frens(singapore really small... like all my frens will link to my other frens)... so we chat n tok till 1 plus where i almost KO then we parted... Only know her for a month but i'm impressed by her maturity... Really got 性格~ Another neighbourhood kaki added to my list~
I mentioned bout the girl who cried during class remember? Now she's okay le, been beaming n smiling all the way. Glad she's alright~
Working night has it pros n cons. Morning i can afford to wake up late, but the price to pay is too huge. Very few people will be willing to meet up at that time... everything also closed~ Want to find people to have a cup of coffee also so hard... Worse is when people who are important to me needs me, n i cant even be there.... So infuriating... Helpless, i jus can accept my fate...at least for the time being
不懂我的爱在你生命中 占据多少份量 让你哭泣却是我心深处最痛的伤 最残酷的惩罚 i will never try to break your heart
动力火车- 想你是临睡的习惯
2:49 pm
Wednesday, October 5
Forgive n forget, easier said then done. Sometimes u forgive but not forget, or forget but not forgive...
wat pp kaki told me was right, forgive n forget, it had already been 10 yrs... forgive maybe but to forget takes time... love seem a less intensive emotion then hate. actually think i dun hate him for wat he done anymore, though i keep saying i hate, i think i deceiving myself. but maybe thats my way of remembering her, but well, let bygone by bygone. "Looking forward..."thats wat she says... Time to let go, everything have changed.
now the time is 2 am.... jus returned from supper wif my colleagues. once in a while gather together chat, eat really feels good... Unlike when in office the time is like so limited n the pressure is so high. At lau pat sat we can tok as loud as we want, n curse the boss like nobody business~ Sometimes work so boring ar, so must find time to speak rubbish. Now we create tabloids and pair people up, haha. I been paired up with someone i din even tok b4 *argh*, since that they enjoy i jus play along lo...
I think i going bonkers nowadays, anyhow ask people if they free. Sat was one good example, i asked too diff grp of people to go out n i forgot i asked... heng still manage to salvage the situation.... Ask people to go geylang (i live near there, lazy to travel too far) eat at the middle of the night, ask a fren that i jus known to have durian together(cos she live near me). Bit bo liao rite...maybe thats when i feel life is more exciting.
Btw nov will be a good mth, got 2 holidays at the beginning. Plus my collague finally getting officially married n my former officer, yong sern also tying the knot wif his gf. Feel happy for them... but feel sad for my empty wallet...*faint*
I was still studying for my test yesterday at this time... all the way to 2.30 am...then finish reading the 300 odd pages of questions...see until blur. Luckily managed to finish, phew~ Although i did multi task a bit... was toking to one of my former student till i finish... quite click. Maybe since she also poly same batch n even live near me... Looks a bit like zoe... n same wif zoe, going to abroad to study soon...
Morning 8 wake up go for driving lesson... sian. My instructor continue his stories bout travelling abroad... good sia, one yr go 8 diff places for holiday. I wished i can too *sob*
Reach office take test. The test i very confident can pass, but i promise my boss i score at least 80% otherwise i pay the test myself...SGD282. In the end i got 90%, shut his mouth entirely cos he like see me cant make it cant make it type. But my colleague pris, who also taking test (another test which is much harder) was so worried that she fail... keep whining~ Argh, almost the whole office gone deaf... She eventually failed... she almost cried... Then whole office people have to comfort her... she really the little princess in the office...
There are two new admin, both poly yr 1... really xiao mei mei... seems like i really old liao~
Then today class a girl, went out of the classroom to pick up a phone. She came back crying real badly... i was stunned... whole class was in silence... dunno wat to do sia... at a lost~ she left a note saying that her family got prob, n say sorry for leaving early... really sympathise wif her... hope nothing serious happen to her family... --------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Was thinking bout something these few days... how to look more mature ar...? I was at the salon when the lady asked, "so good ar no nid study?" My heart sigh again...so many times i was thought to be some kiddo... getting tired of this... how to change? dye hair? grow beard? totally cluess...i dun wanna alwis be a 小帅哥... Once even best, i invited my frens to my home. they mistook my elder bro for my father n my young bro as my elder bro~ *faint*
Toking bout looks. Somebody tell me no $ go karaoke but got $ go make over sia...more than 200 bucks le~ (you know who i refering to hor) Must let me see ok~
Sat here again n i dun bother to arrange anything again... got tired of it~ i've become a robot le, no feelings, no emotion, no life.
Got some gan xiang today... Cos so many people around me troubled by the word...'情‘
So what is love? Is it a feeling? A moment of silliness? Or simply companionship. Looking at those korean shows, i bet most people hope to find someone that's as perfect as the ones in the shows. But life is not so beautiful~
It is not easy to maintain the relationship... Sparks die down, busy working or simply lose interest.
Heard n seen people who control their half too much... Not allowing to meet frens, even if frens from the same gender. If opposite sex still understandable, cos nt sure wat the other party might do to ur partner. But same gender, wats the prob? Ridiculous lo~ I believe in platonic friendship between guys n gals, some frens will alwis be good frens or siblings type, so i truely dun mind if my gf meet up wif her guy frens.*provided she let me meet my gals frens also :)*
We need freedom. loving someone shud be cherish n not control... This kind of love will only make each other suffer... If love will make the one u love suffer, why not let go n give ur best wishes....? If me i will~
Cos i the outsider, i can see things more clearly. Cos i not emotionaly involved, so wont be mislead by feelings~ But sometimes this kind of things concern the 2(or 3) of you... i cant really understand much, only be able to give my factual views on it~ But if unhappy or anything, frens feel free to pour in... i'm a well-known rubbish bin le...
Maybe i seem more free, or without that kind of burden. People like to confide in me, i really appreciate that. *someone even said talking to me can make her slp... i tranquilizer ar...? Nxt time go hospital jus ask me along, haha* But sometimes i do feel abit down when u refuse to tell me, although i can see its bothering u... But i respect ur decision. Tell me when u ready ba~
Everyone is falling sick...again~ my colleague 'panda bear'(she work too hard everday so got dark circles) also sick... so ke lian~ Think me also kena a bit... dizzy...mus go slp le... (btw durian kaki, sorry for nt meetin u~ shag...)
Clara, the 'someone' in the end finally agreed to meet me after my niam-ing for very long. Arranged to meet at the last minute lo, n end up eating laksa near the 'someone' house lo. Actually enjoyed it la, sit n jus chat, away from the buzz of the city... The place so remote to me sia...totally cant figure where i am... managed to get home somehow, haha(n today then i realise i got straight bus to the place from my workplace...incredible) Really many thanks the 'someone' for accompany me :P
these few days busy wif morn lesson... be student also very shag.... "白天我是student,晚上我是trainer". Sounds familiar? (actually edited from a commercial) During class, sometimes will wonder... wat am i doing wif my life....haiz~
It seems many people around me are so tired cos of their work commitments or school, i also clueless how to 安慰 or 鼓励 them... Cos i also one of them
Was watching a talkshow recently toking bout the impact that Stephen Chow (周星驰) brought to us. Things he said, he did, unforgettable. Some example... 少林足球- “少林功夫好耶” 西游记- “Only you...能陪我去取西经" 食神-"黯然销魂饭" 唐伯虎-"含笑半日颠" 整人专家- "阴阳合合散"
Really super funny le... He alwis be my idol~ Now still got tony ja (ong bak guy), he is incredible.... Tom Yum Goong i gonna watch by hook or by crook... even if i watch by myself~ "他住在九龙城有七个大老婆 小老婆先不说他的情妇叫做绮梦 他喜欢踢足球来一碗叉烧饭 地球危险太多他就滚回他的火星 背着喜剧之王太沉重 圈圈你个叉叉 乞丐要比皇帝还好做 少林功夫好耶"
The weekend starts wif my sat class, after class so tired. Walkin on the streets of tanjong pagar... cos some hindi movie if i nt wrong shooting a dramatic car scene... many cars n equipments n the entire stretch of road is blocked... So suay~ I have to walk all the way to fullerton to catch a bus... sigh. Might as well, enjoy the peaceful walk, sort out my tots. Wanted to walk all the way to esplanade if nt for my persistently growling stomach...
Went home early be good boy cos dun feel like going anywhere liao. First time i go fetch my dad frm the dialysis centre... freaking far lo, lucky my bro drive... So many things to do there. I feel guilty again... i nvr have time to fetch... this is like his 10 or 12 times,n its my first time i there... haiz
Unexpectedly, liam called to play mj (miracle...?),tot he jus joking. In the end 10.45 ask me, 11.30 we playin liao haha. Won 15 bucks... $5+$5 (cab fare, to and fro to bugis) +$5 mac breakfast delivery... Enjoyed lo, so long nvr play liao. I love singing while playin, haha, cant help... Reach home 7 am le... slp tru the entire sunday... literally~ Except wake up to eat n go online for a while.
Monday morn mus sit in web class... tired... Think after that go home le. Nobody free to acc me on mon evening. N someone repeatedly reject me to go out... but the 'someone' i dun blame la. Can understand, i dun want to be too persistent also... So 放过你~
Saw a-fu's blog. Said he now being niam by relatives why now now steady gf, n he started a 'marketing campaign' for himself. Very funny, so i decided to follow suit, cos i also have this similar prob... esp after my bro tied the knot this yr...
1. Not possesive Many people come to me to say that their other half veri possesive, keep tracking every move. I dun even have the time to do dat lo, my gf will have lots of freedom...
2. Huggable I've been called a bear frm sec to army days... (gummy bear, ewok... etc) No muscles so nt too hard to hug. Also nt too soft like can sink inside... Juz nice :)
3. Shoulder is just nearby Cos of my humble height, my girl can lean her head to my shoulder without stretching too far. Easier to look into eyes also. Doing 'other' things also easier :P
4. Always a listening ear I love to hear people tok to me bout their 心事, i'm pretty well 'trained' in it~ Gurantee wont fall asleep, even at 4 am~ Tested n proven
5. Caring Caring is a nice way to put in, actually i jus veri busybody. None of my biz i also ask... So betta dun let me know a bit... or i will keep asking... haha
6. Romantic? I can be very romantic one ok, if my girl say she like/want something i will do my best to get~ Like learning guitar for example (audz, sounds familar? :P)
7. No major bad habits Dun smoke, dun drink, dun flirt. Dun really gamble, if she really want me to quit i also ok.
8. Got an quan gan My face nt shuai, so wont attract too many attention, so rest assured i will be faithful(cos very few gals will be attracted to me) I haven seen someone who puke after seeing me...so i assume my looks nt that repulsive...hor...?
This kind of guy where to find? Know lelonging at 90% off...Grab while stock last. (Note: above is jus for fun hor, dun think i so despo hor, but if want to intoduce me to nice gals i dun mind, of cos)
<- Me the toad, and pris, the little princess~ (nicely taken rite?)
Must really welcome her and mike for gracing my humble abode~
Also many thanks to durian kaki, wenhui for helping me to find a long lost fren who have lost contact for 11 yrs le. Feels magical man... but 11yrs nvr tok also dun know wat to tok... also dun remember much. Only rem he was the few who really treat me well in pri...
Tomorrow is another 7-11 day~ So gonna slp le.
For those night owls who nid to stay up for work and for whatever reason. Take care of urselves ok? (that will incldes people like audz, pris, wenhui, or maybe vj... and many more i believe) Gambatte kudasai!
Mondays have been the bane of most people. It spells the end of enjoyment and the start of work... Early morn, the first person i msg, say she is moody n blue. Then open msn see someone nick "Monday Blue"...Omg keep reminding me its monday... Today actually i morn also very sian...still mus go ubi for driving. lagi worse...
Ironically mon is also the day i have been waitin for. Finally...after almost 2 mths...my 1st week nite of freedom... Ended up meetin 2 gals n a guy... 2 of them is a couple n the other gal attached... I seem to be out of place somehow... Seeing the couple so loving, i only can watch wif envy... i believe the gal beside me also thinking of her bf... sigh~ feel so empty leh. The foodcourt at wisma nt bad sia, ambience good n music veri romantic, plus window seats... food relatively cheap also... We were listening to the live band @ indochine, feels great. Maybe nxt time can bring u people there also. Seems like somerset is like my only place i go nowadays... Dun remember going anywhere else in recent weeks...
Btw the good news is i be prob free for the nxt 2 mondays. So be prepared to be activated~ Ha ha
I not trying to help 7-11 publicise. Jus dat i have been going to there almost everyday n my this week routine is almost everyday 7am wake up. Reach home at 11pm... Getting tired of this kind of life... jus wanna go home sometimes...esp when i see people going home at 6pm while i practically have to work pass that time everyday.
Now even more demoralised. The little princess in the office (mus specified 'in the office', or the mahjong princess will niam me), pris, is quitting soon. Lack of one more person to share the joy n also the burden... She also feel very sorry for me cos i will be taking over all her responsibilities. (which include teaching basic web). But i understand her decision. Really no time left to really appreciate life... Everyone will miss her~ (btw mr chia, she is also the girl u played bejeweld wif... my bluetooth spoil so cant upload the photos)
I also trying to psycho myself to like someone... she is a nice girl, treat me well but... nt my type. Was thinking of asking her out see can develop anot... but forget it... i also dun wanna spoil the frenship... n i will be a bastard if i play play wif her feelings... cos my fren interested in her~
Everyone seem to be sick or falling sick... So remember to take care hor~
So tired ar... today sleep early, tomorrow 7 am mus wake up for my driving lesson.... Why am i tired? i also dunno, everyday 8 hrs sleep still like that... Maybe cos i sleep at 2am? Cos i heard people recover fastest when resting between 11-1am~
Mon nite was chatting till 2 wif Zoe cos she 人间蒸发 for a few mths, all her frens looking for her. Was quite worried for this blur girl...
Tue nite eat at lau pat sat wif colleagues
Wed nite eat durian(seems like many people i know like durian...) n dim sum wif one of my former student... very qiao, she also knows many of my pri school frens(singapore really small... like all my frens will link to my other frens)... so we chat n tok till 1 plus where i almost KO then we parted... Only know her for a month but i'm impressed by her maturity... Really got 性格~ Another neighbourhood kaki added to my list~
I mentioned bout the girl who cried during class remember? Now she's okay le, been beaming n smiling all the way. Glad she's alright~
Working night has it pros n cons. Morning i can afford to wake up late, but the price to pay is too huge. Very few people will be willing to meet up at that time... everything also closed~ Want to find people to have a cup of coffee also so hard... Worse is when people who are important to me needs me, n i cant even be there.... So infuriating... Helpless, i jus can accept my fate...at least for the time being
不懂我的爱在你生命中 占据多少份量 让你哭泣却是我心深处最痛的伤 最残酷的惩罚 i will never try to break your heart
动力火车- 想你是临睡的习惯
2:49 pm
Wednesday, October 5
Forgive n forget, easier said then done. Sometimes u forgive but not forget, or forget but not forgive...
wat pp kaki told me was right, forgive n forget, it had already been 10 yrs... forgive maybe but to forget takes time... love seem a less intensive emotion then hate. actually think i dun hate him for wat he done anymore, though i keep saying i hate, i think i deceiving myself. but maybe thats my way of remembering her, but well, let bygone by bygone. "Looking forward..."thats wat she says... Time to let go, everything have changed.
now the time is 2 am.... jus returned from supper wif my colleagues. once in a while gather together chat, eat really feels good... Unlike when in office the time is like so limited n the pressure is so high. At lau pat sat we can tok as loud as we want, n curse the boss like nobody business~ Sometimes work so boring ar, so must find time to speak rubbish. Now we create tabloids and pair people up, haha. I been paired up with someone i din even tok b4 *argh*, since that they enjoy i jus play along lo...
I think i going bonkers nowadays, anyhow ask people if they free. Sat was one good example, i asked too diff grp of people to go out n i forgot i asked... heng still manage to salvage the situation.... Ask people to go geylang (i live near there, lazy to travel too far) eat at the middle of the night, ask a fren that i jus known to have durian together(cos she live near me). Bit bo liao rite...maybe thats when i feel life is more exciting.
Btw nov will be a good mth, got 2 holidays at the beginning. Plus my collague finally getting officially married n my former officer, yong sern also tying the knot wif his gf. Feel happy for them... but feel sad for my empty wallet...*faint*
I was still studying for my test yesterday at this time... all the way to 2.30 am...then finish reading the 300 odd pages of questions...see until blur. Luckily managed to finish, phew~ Although i did multi task a bit... was toking to one of my former student till i finish... quite click. Maybe since she also poly same batch n even live near me... Looks a bit like zoe... n same wif zoe, going to abroad to study soon...
Morning 8 wake up go for driving lesson... sian. My instructor continue his stories bout travelling abroad... good sia, one yr go 8 diff places for holiday. I wished i can too *sob*
Reach office take test. The test i very confident can pass, but i promise my boss i score at least 80% otherwise i pay the test myself...SGD282. In the end i got 90%, shut his mouth entirely cos he like see me cant make it cant make it type. But my colleague pris, who also taking test (another test which is much harder) was so worried that she fail... keep whining~ Argh, almost the whole office gone deaf... She eventually failed... she almost cried... Then whole office people have to comfort her... she really the little princess in the office...
There are two new admin, both poly yr 1... really xiao mei mei... seems like i really old liao~
Then today class a girl, went out of the classroom to pick up a phone. She came back crying real badly... i was stunned... whole class was in silence... dunno wat to do sia... at a lost~ she left a note saying that her family got prob, n say sorry for leaving early... really sympathise wif her... hope nothing serious happen to her family... --------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Was thinking bout something these few days... how to look more mature ar...? I was at the salon when the lady asked, "so good ar no nid study?" My heart sigh again...so many times i was thought to be some kiddo... getting tired of this... how to change? dye hair? grow beard? totally cluess...i dun wanna alwis be a 小帅哥... Once even best, i invited my frens to my home. they mistook my elder bro for my father n my young bro as my elder bro~ *faint*
Toking bout looks. Somebody tell me no $ go karaoke but got $ go make over sia...more than 200 bucks le~ (you know who i refering to hor) Must let me see ok~
Sat here again n i dun bother to arrange anything again... got tired of it~ i've become a robot le, no feelings, no emotion, no life.