I was wondering am i fillial? Day in day out i work n work, din really talk to anyone in my family except my bro who still awake after 11. My father being sent to A & E this morning and i know nothing bout it until the time i reach home... almost 12 hrs later.(it is nt the first time le) My sis is abroad, young bro confined in army... left me and my elder bro onli and yet i alwis nt at home... It is nt that i dun care, but wat can i do?
If i quit, i will onli put more pressure financially. But if i dun quit i dun have time for anyone, nt even my loved ones... This is really frustrating, i feel so helpless. With so many problems at home n at work i dont know who to turn to... All the problems i have can onli hide within myself. How i wish i have someone to share my ups and downs. Btw Aug 1st i on leave le, so happy, cos my bro gonna ROM le. I'm appointed the role of 'videographer'. The family is growing bigger~ If my sis n young bro return... it will be 8 living one roof le~
Saw the papers yesterday bout the famous bloggers, it seems that many people is creatin a niche for themselves by bloggin. Scolding vulgarities, baring body and even forcin board frm NKF to quit... Quite extreme i mus say... Wonder how it feels when so many people u dun know readin ur blog... For me i rather stay in my small circle with my bunch of close frens...(note: if u know the way to my blog, feel honoured cos u considered as a gd fren, my nt so close frens wont know i blogging keke)
The song below is really a great song~ one of my all time fav :)
"from the time i wake up 'till i close my eyes she's everywhere i go she's all i know
though she's so far away it's just keeps getting stronger every day and even now she's gone i'm still holding on"
Rick Price "Heaven Knows"
3:26 pm
Thursday, July 21
I was wondering am i fillial? Day in day out i work n work, din really talk to anyone in my family except my bro who still awake after 11. My father being sent to A & E this morning and i know nothing bout it until the time i reach home... almost 12 hrs later.(it is nt the first time le) My sis is abroad, young bro confined in army... left me and my elder bro onli and yet i alwis nt at home... It is nt that i dun care, but wat can i do?
If i quit, i will onli put more pressure financially. But if i dun quit i dun have time for anyone, nt even my loved ones... This is really frustrating, i feel so helpless. With so many problems at home n at work i dont know who to turn to... All the problems i have can onli hide within myself. How i wish i have someone to share my ups and downs. Btw Aug 1st i on leave le, so happy, cos my bro gonna ROM le. I'm appointed the role of 'videographer'. The family is growing bigger~ If my sis n young bro return... it will be 8 living one roof le~
Saw the papers yesterday bout the famous bloggers, it seems that many people is creatin a niche for themselves by bloggin. Scolding vulgarities, baring body and even forcin board frm NKF to quit... Quite extreme i mus say... Wonder how it feels when so many people u dun know readin ur blog... For me i rather stay in my small circle with my bunch of close frens...(note: if u know the way to my blog, feel honoured cos u considered as a gd fren, my nt so close frens wont know i blogging keke)
The song below is really a great song~ one of my all time fav :)
"from the time i wake up 'till i close my eyes she's everywhere i go she's all i know
though she's so far away it's just keeps getting stronger every day and even now she's gone i'm still holding on"
