Forgive n forget, easier said then done. Sometimes u forgive but not forget, or forget but not forgive...
wat pp kaki told me was right, forgive n forget, it had already been 10 yrs... forgive maybe but to forget takes time... love seem a less intensive emotion then hate. actually think i dun hate him for wat he done anymore, though i keep saying i hate, i think i deceiving myself. but maybe thats my way of remembering her, but well, let bygone by bygone. "Looking forward..."thats wat she says... Time to let go, everything have changed.
now the time is 2 am.... jus returned from supper wif my colleagues. once in a while gather together chat, eat really feels good... Unlike when in office the time is like so limited n the pressure is so high. At lau pat sat we can tok as loud as we want, n curse the boss like nobody business~ Sometimes work so boring ar, so must find time to speak rubbish. Now we create tabloids and pair people up, haha. I been paired up with someone i din even tok b4 *argh*, since that they enjoy i jus play along lo...
I think i going bonkers nowadays, anyhow ask people if they free. Sat was one good example, i asked too diff grp of people to go out n i forgot i asked... heng still manage to salvage the situation.... Ask people to go geylang (i live near there, lazy to travel too far) eat at the middle of the night, ask a fren that i jus known to have durian together(cos she live near me). Bit bo liao rite...maybe thats when i feel life is more exciting.
Btw nov will be a good mth, got 2 holidays at the beginning. Plus my collague finally getting officially married n my former officer, yong sern also tying the knot wif his gf. Feel happy for them... but feel sad for my empty wallet...*faint*
PS: 木纳(na) means shy and dun know how to express oneself
5:15 pm
Wednesday, October 5
Forgive n forget, easier said then done. Sometimes u forgive but not forget, or forget but not forgive...
wat pp kaki told me was right, forgive n forget, it had already been 10 yrs... forgive maybe but to forget takes time... love seem a less intensive emotion then hate. actually think i dun hate him for wat he done anymore, though i keep saying i hate, i think i deceiving myself. but maybe thats my way of remembering her, but well, let bygone by bygone. "Looking forward..."thats wat she says... Time to let go, everything have changed.
now the time is 2 am.... jus returned from supper wif my colleagues. once in a while gather together chat, eat really feels good... Unlike when in office the time is like so limited n the pressure is so high. At lau pat sat we can tok as loud as we want, n curse the boss like nobody business~ Sometimes work so boring ar, so must find time to speak rubbish. Now we create tabloids and pair people up, haha. I been paired up with someone i din even tok b4 *argh*, since that they enjoy i jus play along lo...
I think i going bonkers nowadays, anyhow ask people if they free. Sat was one good example, i asked too diff grp of people to go out n i forgot i asked... heng still manage to salvage the situation.... Ask people to go geylang (i live near there, lazy to travel too far) eat at the middle of the night, ask a fren that i jus known to have durian together(cos she live near me). Bit bo liao rite...maybe thats when i feel life is more exciting.
Btw nov will be a good mth, got 2 holidays at the beginning. Plus my collague finally getting officially married n my former officer, yong sern also tying the knot wif his gf. Feel happy for them... but feel sad for my empty wallet...*faint*
