Kainsiration

Monday, January 30

CNY lo... But like no much diff lez... All shops not opened so have to nua at home -_-"
Sianz~ the only entertainment is to watch the xian jian dvds and eat on the sofa... It is really nice... Now its 4 people watching it le hehe~ I'm on episode 23 jus now lo(avg 4-5 episodes per day)... been watching till 3am yest haha~ Crazy sia... If not cos of my siblings..i finished it sooner =X I nvr tired when watchin lo... but once stop i will knocked out on my bed...

Chu yi i say i was going to my uncles' condo at bukit batok riet... chu san going again... haiz...so far lo *sweat* But yest is quite interesting, been discussing bout the current trends and future trends wif my cousins and uncles, aunties~ Cos some of us are thinking wat to study in future etc, really good insights, the pro's n cons of diff industries (including teaching, cos one of my aunt teaches...)... Made me think for a while... Den they were saying 5k is very low pay for some industries....(i'll be very happy wif dat already lo) But i think they earn bout 10k though...

And as usual they will ask "so hows ur job?", "how u had been?"... The same qns again n again lo...keep answerin the same things...so ma fan... But my mum even best... told her audz(she came to my house b4) was only a fren lo...but she dun take me seriously lo, told everyone that i brought gf home liaoz...-_-" But i also lazy to clarify...also good la, i dun need to answer this qns hehe~ Let them presumes lo... i jus act that i din hear my mum told them ^^ Dun meet them often ma =P

Back to xian jian dvd lo... exciting part now...
5.05 pm~

一场雨把我困在这里
你冷漠的表情会让我伤心
六月的雨就是无情的你
伴随着点点滴滴痛击我心里
oh~我不相信你不是故意的
却为何把我丢弃在风雨里
oh~我不忍心也不想背叛你
惟有默默等你回心转意
我没有放弃也不会离你而去
哪怕要分开我依然等你
我全心全意等你的消息

胡歌-六月的雨...仙剑奇侠传插曲

4:46 pm

Sunday, January 29

On friday, the eve's eve.

My sis returned from...erm...(cos its a secret mission, nuthing is shown on her passport, cool rite~)
During the past feew mths, she had been working very 'hard', been to greece,spain,france,germany and even swiss for hoilday... Swiss won the most accolade, she keep harping on how impressed she is lo... Makes me tempted, but anyway its already my dream destination lo, i promised myself i will go there once... (if honeymoon even best ^^) She bought a personalised swiss knife and plenty of chocs back :)
My sis first mission back is to treat 4 gluttons eat... me, my bros n da sao~ First was Crystal Jade at T2... expensive and nt nice at all...i wun go there again -_-" Still hungry we still ordered pizzas, Sarpino's...(got hear b4? this is very very nice, but very few people heard of this though)

Eve...
Da shao chu... basically action action onli nia la...
Watched the xian jian dvd's...gettin hooked le, at least 3 episodes per day~
Den the hospital called, told us my granddad internal bleedin, dinner cancelled. Gather at the hospital to visit him first... But fortunately, he seem in his pink of health lo. Can actually recognise people... so much improvement compared to the last time i saw him...^^
In the end we still went dinner to the same place... but we reached 7.30, and we have to reached suntec by 9.15 (yes, suntec again. booked the movies le, so cant change) So we pia n finished evertything in an hr, n rushed to see the show.(we the most hapeening family there)
The show was super super nice. Very entertaining and meaningful... (The two gals all weeping away) It really touched on wads very close to our heart, very true~ (the Life writer gave it a 2 stars...kena condemmed liaoz...this is at least 4 n a half~) So coincidental that xz also watched it on the same day, she was enjoyin it and was also very touched (cried hor, sayang~ =P)
And as usual...(been doing this standard proceedure for the pat few yrs... reunion dinner,movie den mahjong) We played mahjong till 6am lo... won a few dollars (so long nvr win le, maybe i found my lucky star finally?)...but anyway nobody pay the money back as usual -_-"

Chu yi 11 am
Woke up finally (nt bad lo, considering dat i woke up at 7 plus to reply sms somemore lo =X) Had around 5 hrs of slp ^^ And again standard proceedure, the one yr one time breakfast. Half-boiled egss wif milo and "bread deepfried wif eggs". Super nice...Maybe cos only once a yr that my mum will be free to prepare breakfast ba ;) My bro chu stunt again.... 5 half-boiled eggs at a time... mentally unsound de....

12.35pm now le... have to stop here. will be going to my uncles' ondo to bai nian at nite...so meanwhile nua and slp hehe~

12:06 pm

Thursday, January 26

Finally... tomorrow will be my last day of 'attachment' (to my mother)... Waking up so early really need some time to get used to... But learnt quite a lot of knowledge... but dun think its of any use anyway...hehe~

Met up wif xz today. Also got to know her fren, quite interesting person. Fellow lover of 3 kingdoms and chinese games too... (though i long time nvr really plat chinese games le ^^). The 3 of us took the train together and our 'link', xz...kept being silent... so the conversation was kind of awkwardly silent for some moments... den she blurt out something dat was totally out of no where... makin the both of us sweat -_-"

Den we proceed to catch the movie " In her shoes", was pretty enjoyable. But my concentration was disrupted by the chill in the cinema...it was freezing that i was almost shiverin... Was also quite concerned bout her cos she was down wif cold liao.. n still have to suffer this... she kept on saying "very cold"~ and she was really VERY COLD, ke lian~
Really appreciated that though she was so sick she still willing to catch the movie wif me ^^.
Seeing her so sick, i have to cut it short... It was still very enjoyable~ (hopefully for her too)
I think i fallin sick too....oops...
"A bak kwa a day, keeps the doctor away" ^^

星空下有温柔的微风
我疲惫的心又开始有梦
再也没离开过
忍著寂寞
穿越最荒凉的沙漠
找到失落已久的绿洲
如果这是生命的尽头
我会微笑著接受
S.H.E-绿洲

10:01 pm

Tuesday, January 24

Arrowed by Miss Ravi to do this crap... Very long crap hehe~ So u may want to skip this if u want -_-"

MEME of 100- Wah laos. Very very long lo....

1 Birthdate?
25 March @ 8.33 am(9mths b4 x'mas, easy to remember rite?)

2 Place of birth?
Singapore's very famous KK hospital

3 Blood type?
A+

4 Height?
19999-300+357/2+50-10078+165= (go calculate urself hehe, but dunno accurate anot also...)

5 Weight?
fluctuating...less than 58 more than 55 ba

6 Shoe size?
size 7 or 8 ba... Small legs, dat why bei balance~

7 Work? Study?
hoping to be able to study n earn at the same time...

8 Childhood nickname?
kway chup(its a misunderstanding, i dun like to eat),bing-gan,a-han,a-bing,sng kum,sng bao n recently kar sng...

9 Average hours you sleep in a day?
last time was max 7 hrs... now is infinity hehe~

10 Time you go to bed?
12am earliest normally...

11 Any siblings?
A elder bro, elder sis and a younger bro, but i dun look like them, and i look the youngest =X

12 Eyesight – short-sighted, long-sighted or perfect?
Shortsighted. 650 _ 650

13 What languages do you speak?
English, Mandarin and bit of dialects(nobody understand though...)

14 What languages would you like to speak?
Cantonese, Japanese(wanted to continue but... no $$$)

15 Nickname on Messenger?
Alwis changin.... except for the Kain ba...

16 What do you collect?
MONEY ^^

17 Model of handphone you are using?
D500c Samsung

18 What is on your shopping list?
cant think of any...

19 Favourite t-shirt brand?
no preference but definitely nt armani or hugo type...unless its a present ^^

20 Favourite cut of jeans?
as long as its nt 'anyhow cut'

21 Favourite fashion designer?
None.

22 Favourite clothing label?
None

23 Favourite shoe label?
None

24 Favourite bag label?
None

25 Most dominant colour in your wardrobe?
Black & Earth Colours

26 Most worn-pair of shoes?
SAF sandals, hehe

27 Favourite shampoo?
Dunno wat i using also...

28 Favourite conditioner?
Dunno wat i using also...

29 Favourite bath product?
Dunno wat i using also...

30 Favourite facial product?
No preference

31 Favourite cosmetics?
Nope

32 Favourite art movement?
I hate art... avg E8 n F9...

33 Favourite artist?
Da Vinci cos he more den an artist

34 Favourite gallery?
Gallery.... i prefer watching TV

35 Favourite cold drink?
Green tea? Root Beer Float? Dino-saur? Frankly too much...

36 Favourite hot drink?
Too many...

37 Favourite flavour of ice-cream?
Chocs

38 Favourite cuisine?
Japanese, italian...? Nah fav is still chinese

39 Favourite sandwich?
Tuna... bak kwa also nt bad hehe(i bao the sandwich myself)

40 Favourite cake?
I love cakes... so technically, almost all

41 Favourite chocolate?
Dark ones, bitter den wif a bit of sweet,irresistable~

42 Favourite fast food?

BK ba... but frankly i eat all...

43 Favourite sushi?

Those wif beancurd skin de..hehe

44 Favourite breakfast?
Half-boiled eggs plus bread wif a layer of egg...dunno wads it called, only get to eat annually...on CNY

45 Spaghetti – tomato, cream or pesto sauce?
Tomato

46 Beef – rare, medium rare, medium, well-done?
3/4 or well-done... i dun like bloody things

47 Restaurant you frequent most?

dun have any....

48 Best dining experience?

its the company nt the place~ but i dun think i have a BEST yet

49 Worst dining experience?

paid 50 bucks for a wedding dinner n and ended up eatin nuthin...

50 Favourite book?

Comics counted...? I love non-fictions though

51 Favourite movie?

My Sassy Girl,Lord of the Rings,Wu Jian Dao and many more

52 Favourite artist writer?
Chimeology....

53 Favourite actor?

Takeshi Kaneshiro, Andy Lau, Vincent Ng(local)

54 Favourite actress?

Charlie Young, Ou Xuan(local)

55 Favourite record?

The mp3 songs i complied myself... =X

56 Favourite singer?

Wu Ke Qun, currently... due to changes anytime ^^

57 Favourite band?
SHIN

58 Favourite lyrics?

Many lo... some examples
叶子 -Ah Sang
枫-Jay

59 Favourite TV show?
Tv...Think i only watch soccer ba...no time to see le..

60 Favourite newspapers?

Straits Time lo...wad else

61 Favourite magazine?

Nope...

62 Favourite flower?
Dunno...nvr receive b4...hehe

63 Favourite animal?
Dogs n Penguins

64 Favourite country?

Currently wanna go Japan,Taiwan,HK,Swiss,Chile(see penguins). too many le

65 Favourite street (in your country)?

Jalan Tiga (home sweet home)

66 Favourite street (overseas)?

dunno...

67 Favourite sport?

Soccer

68 Scariest movie?

The Ring... But when young, everything seems scary...

69 Funniest movie?

Stephen Chow movies hehe

70 Favourite leisure activity?

Chill up wif frens or KTV~

71 Favourite public transport?
MRT

72 Favourite weather?
Nt too cold or hot. But wish to experience snow at some pt of my life...

73 Dream honeymoon destination?

It’s the company that matters, but will prefer to Swiss or Japan

74 Computer you use?
Zapalang...

75 Wallpaper on your computer?

Xp wallpaper...

76 Screen saver on your computer?
Default

77 How many hours on the internet a day?
Less then 25 hrs

78 Favourite blog?
I only read frens blog...

79 Favourite news site?
Football news? Skysports

80 Favourite site?
my yahoo
blogger

81 First pet?
Nt have any yet =(

82 Favourite cartoon from childhood?

Yi wan ge wei she me... my eng very poor, dun understand sesame street type ...

83 Favourite toy from childhood?
I dun really remember any...i only have a ESSO white tiger in my Shelf... haiz, ke lianz

84 What makes you smile?
Many things, or simply by thinkin of someone ^^

85 What makes you cry?

touching shows..

86 Which celebrity would you like to be?
No one...

87 What colour would you be if you are a crayon?

White

88 If you can go back in time, which period would you want to be in?

A.D 191 Ba...Fight side by side wif Ma Chao or Zhao Zilong

89 If you can have your own business, what would you venture into?

anythin that i can be at home kiao ka, n money keep coming in

90 What TV program would you like to go on?

nt interested

91 How satisfied are you with your current situation?

satisfied, but could be much better

92 What would you rather be doing if you have a choice?

Sleepin?

93 The most important thing that has happened in your life?
My family, my frens~

94 What do you think you’ll be doing 5 years down the road?
Teachin and maybe havin a family... hehe~

95 Most desired now?
to get into NIE...

96 Biggest worry now?
cant get into NIE...

97 Most unforgettable incident?
alot leh. every little things can be unforgettable~

98 New year resolution?

get into NIE, get my license, n dun wanna be lonely...

99 Your motto in life?
No regret

100 Who do you want to answer “100 Things About Me”?

everyone of u hehe~ esp those will blogs !!!

PS: si ravi...make me so busy wif this *kokz*

2:33 pm

Monday, January 23

Today was jus a boring monday...haiz~
As usual, i cant sit still at home~ asked jw out n 'tour' parkway again
The plus point is that i have got from him the 'March of the Penguins' cd, hehe~
Also managed to waste some time away from the alluring bed of mine -_-"
I managed to waste even more time by strollin home it too me 1hr in the blazin sun, sweatin but feels gd, ok i admit i mentally unsound ^^" i did many self-reflections and things that have happened or may have happened... its a good way to clear up ur thoughts ~ Try it.

So immediately i watched the movie~
It was great... exceeded my high expectations (i love penguins ok~)
It depicts the story of penguins, the hardship, the love they gone tru b4 the little penguin (super cute!) grows into a independent adult.
The route to the mating ground itself is a long march... penguins have to basically walk or use their tummy to 'ski', super funny~
The females will fight over who will mate wif the males, as the males are in lesser numbers. (the males penguins mus be very 幸福 haha)
The entire sequence of mating,protecting the egg,hatchin,feeding is truly tedious n nt easy~
The papa penguins need to be in the cold winter storm protecting the egg with nuthing in their stomach for 4 mths... Truly respect dem but the mama doesan't have it easy also.
(in order nt to spoil the show by sayin too much, i stop here.wanna know more, watch the show ba ^^) Being a penguin is definitely nt easy....

慢慢心痛
没有人发现我和从前不同
你的眼中
看得见另一个人给的感动
我也不要你心疼我
在这个时候对我
比从前温柔

S.H.E-不作你的朋友

9:32 pm

Sunday, January 22

仙剑奇侠，my most beloved chinese rpg game of all time(very very very very nice ^^). When it first released (many yrs ago), i was still using floppy disks lol... When i first played, i love the game so much. Entirely submerged my self as the male lead 李逍遥... loved 灵儿, she really touched my heart (jw also...triangle haiz...*sweat*). This game i played thrice at least... The second time i played cos it was a upgraded edition wif additional quests and graphics...but the ending is still as heart-wrenchin. Heng this time u can change the endin into a good one... after many hrs of hardwork i managed to get the perfect endin ^^

Nowadays the show is showin on weekends... no chance to catch at all lo... My bro also keep psychoing me to buy... n 'someone' keep tempting me also..argh! anyone have? can lend me...? gam sia~ maybe biddin from auction...
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Today woke at 5.30, all thx to my dad lo, mix up the timing. Me n my bro only managed like 3.5 hrs of sleep lo...haiz. When i reach, my mum say why we so early come le...? *faint* We rushed home to catch another 45mins of precious slp. And as expected, many enquires bout who am i by the customers... cos i like once in a yr den will help =X, all tot my young bro is the elder bro... expected again, every yr same things happen~ got used to it liaoz...

Finally, the ktv outing between kris,serene, eileen and me materialised... (we know each other in my previous company). Super tired cos nt enuff slp...keep coughin...cant concentrate at all~ My mind oredi halfway to dreamland le... Paisei if i looked tired -_-" but... managed to sing "枫“ finally!!! Hard lehz... cesch told me was easy....

是爱我们是注定不是意外
这是爱
我们的爱
还不确定却好实在
把你贴在胸怀
静静的代替表白
才不愿放开
给你的爱
没名字却停不下来
在忐忑里期待
雀跃中想到未来是你我才明白
这就是爱

王力宏-第一个清晨

8:09 pm

Saturday, January 21

Sorry that i nt been bloggin, i been super duper busy lo... Nt enuff time to slp le lo, been doing some data entry at home these few days~ but finally done liao...^^

Today afternoon 1.15 pm den finish lo... Total shagged out~

Met up wif the KT mates, as today is amo's bday~ Me n ravi planned this n that but he seemed nt interested...haiz~
We actually went to chinatown to shop...but it was raining when we started. Sort of dampen the spirits... but some of us is still as high *looks at ravi*~
I practically take it as strollin...nt interested at lookin all lo...got so many things to buy meh...?
Seems like me n audz also wu yuan. I go up she comes down from the hawker~

Den it rained again when we finally finished eating our long awaited claypot rice (ok nia lehz)...
Maybe i no mood to eat ba....^^
So i have to ask from rj help lo...Buy umbrella frm him at super low price keke~
He mentioned dat ss looks like clara... (same feelin as me lehz, maybe they emit the same kind of radiance in their smiles?)

Tomolo meetin 3 of my students for k-lunch... weird combination ~ haha

Tomolo need to wake up early to help up in my 'family biz'... super shag le
Thats all folks~

Been listening to some old songs while workin on my data entry... still as mesmerising

And I like the way your eyes dance when you laugh
And how you enjoy your two-hour bath
And how you've convinced me to dance in the rain
With everyone watching like we were insane

But I love the way you love me
Strong and wild, slow and easy
Heart and soul so completely
I love the way you love me
Boyzone- I Love The Way You Love Me

10:36 pm

Tuesday, January 17

Eventful day lehz...
7.30 am... audz sms me to tell me that she dreamt of me... was in the library together~ before i can reply the sms, i felt asleep...incredible ritez~ den i dreamt that i was chattin wif audz... den i fell asleep (in my dream)... den 'siao liao' cos she sure will niam me de...so i 吓到...woke up again...8 plus le~
den blame me why i went into her dreamz n disturb her...make her cant slp...*sweat* my fault meh? if i can control i rather go someone else dream =X

took the bus to SP wif jw... super super far...went pass suntec..bukit merah...NIE(someone still studyin veri hard inside..^^)...MOE..etc (55min ride from my home) ~

was surprised so much have changed... haiz lao liaoz...
<------------my most surprised change... a beach volleyball court jus beside the swimming pool...WA!
(clara's request to post the pic, the sun too glarin when pic is taken...)
Not much have changed... the stalls almost the same... the buildings also...
no gal really caught the eye lehz...haiz, or we 眼光太高？ =P
but many memories jus sprout out...interesting~
but no more people playin soccer..no people at the union... weird..where all the people gone...? nt bad la...but wun go back in the near future though...

Den cos of my unwillingness to go home early... we decided to go junction 8... a far and completely alien place to both of us... *sweat* Exploration is fun... but jw nt interested in any shops, jus stand outside(dunno how his gf nxt time can tahan him)...while i keep going in and see...(my curious nature...haiz) but one person interested nia also very sianz... so very soon we finished le...
Decided to take a bus from bishan home... (almost an hr passed)

Ended up near the library(jus like wat audz dreamt,xie men...),so i suggested might as well go borrow books...
ended up borrowing 2 books...
<> so dun be surprised when i stare at ur face hor...i jus trying to help u...keke
<<二十岁不可不做50件事>> supposed to be moltivational and enlightening... long time nvr read chinese le...dunno still can make it anot sia~
reach home 8 lo...wat a fruitful day lehz~

我愿意真的愿意
付出所有也要保护你
Oh 在一起时间继续流逝
请记得我有多么的爱你
Oh 就是爱你爱着你
不弃不离开
不在意一路有多少风雨
就是爱你爱着你
放在你手心灿烂的幸福全给你
陶(吉吉)-就是爱你
(great song... tryin hard to learn but reali hard)

8:34 pm

Monday, January 16

First day of freedom.. and i'm so sian of being at home...but also dun wanna get out of bed...keke~
very contradictin ritez~ so sian lo... (wunder how jw can tahan one mth de...still got one mth to go wor)

morn wake up early go walk walk wif my dad... return home slp again... keke~
afternoon... play bit of games den went online to crap/chat wif ...
clara-keep tellin me its gonna rain...
ravi-i wonderin we are twins anot...scary lo
audz-busy wor...try nt to ka jiao her
jw-ok we decided we go back sp walk walk tomolo...but dun know can get in anot..keke, but frankly i also dunno go there do wat...? his suggestion~

saw this.. rather interesting http://www.handanalysis.com/intimacy.html
mine~
In a relationship, Nurturer types are very giving, nurturing, and tend to satisfy the needs of the mate before their own needs. In the field of psychology they often are classified as co-dependent. The real truth, according to palmistry, is that they are idealists and sentimentalists who see their efforts and caring as their most precious gift to others. They have a lot to give others and do so willingly. ---------> clara and audz both told me similar things b4...i think its true also... but actually i keep giving, one day i also will be so tired till i give up de... so dun take it for granted~ unless u also treat me well back *winks*

昨晚下了一场雨
让我忽然梦里见到你
躲在某个地方哭泣
好想紧紧抱着你
有一次从朋友口中听到你消息
我的心都在发抖
你是否孤身一人
我不停追问
施文斌-忘不了

11:00 pm

Sunday, January 15

Btw, an announcement... I'm free from the clutches of 7-11 workin hrs lehz ^^
(realised my last day was friday the 13th...auspicious to quit ma...?)

And liam, i think u continue like this is nt a solution...she is sucking u dry n forcing urself to play mj jus becos she likes is nt healthy... so i dun like to play wif u...its to save u~anyway i now guai liaoz, cant play too often~ Got money we go ktv la, u still owe me one session lehz =P

why i 遍体鳞伤? haiz... blading lor~
went for my virgin blade today wif audz, ron n dechao (another fren registered...nice guy, easy to click...)
Side note: audz guys frenz i almost seen all le... (jerry,ully,alex,sijie,a-da,winson,vj,dechao... even hairstylist alvin also...omg) gals only 2... haiz~

biggest surprise is i actually met warrant wang(my most respected man in the army~)
had a great chat wif him, haha~ his sons bladin skills superb lo...*sweat*

super super hard to learn... (i admit i bit slow la...)
fell down again n again...lucky got dechao... depend on audz think u guys can see me in SGH liao =P
heng nvr let too many people see my pathetic state... think audz n ron kind of got used le... ^^
ended up with many bruises, but nt because of my falls, its because of the blades...seems it a bit too small or i din tie properly... pain sia~ but the sensation keep me sane, makes me feel alive again, haha~ psychotic ma? also took out my blades n have a stroll on the beach... suddenly got 幸福的感觉 walkin is a joy~ but really enjoyed today ^^

tomorrow is my official first day of freedom ^^

还来不及和你和你在一起
数着天空里坠落的星星
你已经离我而去爱没有继续
原来我根本不是你的唯一
我紧闭双眼摒住呼吸
根本就不敢在夜里想你
谁知道在白天遇见了你
看见你新的唯一靠在你怀里
我留给眼泪不能呼吸
我无法面对最后这个结局
曾经我们有过无数话题
爱到最后我们对爱竟会无能为力
张敬轩-无能为力

(very sad lyrics rite... )

8:46 pm

Thursday, January 12

眼泪
眼泪是人们发泄的一个管道，也是最强的武器。。。

要做个不轻易掉眼泪的人，因为这样你的眼泪比较真贵？
我认同，但谁没流过泪？身为男生的我也不例外~
男儿有泪不轻弹，但必竟也是血肉之躯。。。

流泪并没有错，是感情抒发的自然现象
在我的面前，希望朋友们不必带着沉重的面具
带久很累得哟，想哭就哭吧~

看到女生泪流，我心里不经感到心疼与怜惜。。。
我想如果有女生因为担心我而哭泣，我会感到无比的感动。。。
可惜自今无人。。。
但庆幸的是我也没让女生为我心碎的哭泣 ^^

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这几天老天爷都在哭泣。。。不知何时才在能看到雨过天晴的一天~
心情也跟着天气的变换，阴霾了起来。。。

多一天我就会得到我所期待的自由与解脱。。。
我确定我不会后悔，但也不确定是否下一段路程会更坎坷还是更明朗。。。
未来充满着疑惑与不确定。。。我只能用力的握紧着每一个机会。。。
希望不会有后悔。。。但成与败还是要看天吧 T_T

最近也发现我身边的人越来越难了解。。。
无法猜到一些人在想什么。。。
累了，不想再猜了，直接点吧。。。
别把心里的话藏起来。。。
或许我是一个爱恨分明的人吧，当我不喜欢一个人，会很明显的，哈哈！

每个人都想明白
谁是自己生命不该错过的真爱
特别在午夜醒来更是会感慨
心动埋怨还有不能释怀
都是因为你触碰了爱
如果这就是爱
再转身就该勇敢留下来
就算受伤就算流泪
都是生命里温柔灌溉
张学友-如果。爱

3:26 pm

Tuesday, January 10

Today was a hibernation day for mi~ Blink eye nite lolz...

Woke up at 9am cos my bros drag me go chinatown eat breakfast. My turf lo, cos i worked near there last time lo. So i was like the host keke~ But carpark full... all the good food queues are atrocious. Porridge mus wait 45 min... pengz, so anyhow eat lo~ But still very nice..Super full~

Reach home 11am lo... Sleep till 2am..? Somewhere there la... den online chat abit. accompanyin the 'dun know why so energy' audz... mass converastion wif my army frens...Btw congrats to 'kiam chye', laixing on his ROM... So young sia~ 21-22 married le lo...Envy~

Cos ss said she read my entire blog le... den i suddenly realized, i forgot wat i blog b4. keke~
so i take the free time to read my own blog... so fast 6mths le. So much have happened. My first blog talked bout my bros who have gfs wif a 'y' in their initials... now one of them oredi my da sao liao lo~ n that time i din have much frens wif 'y' in their initials... now got quite a few le... :p

Till 6 plus i go nap again...shiok~
7 plus wake up go downstairs eat 煮炒 aka zi cha~
Curry fish head, xiao kai lan, tie ban doufu, spare ribs... yummy...

Den rest on sofa watch tv...

Think today nua too much, keke~

Btw below is the last lines from the movie i seen yest dat make me really touched... (nt the exact word but the meaning is there la) It was a sad endin...

"世界最远的距离不是爱着一个人，虽然她在眼前但却不能告诉她。而是明知道彼此相爱但却不能在一起。。。"

10:02 pm

Been quite a while since i blog... mainly cos my bro been occupying the com... argh... i so many things wanna blog lo... n i been practically out all day.. Why title is called 'Suntec'? Cos sat, sun n mon i'm there...3 days in a row...wif diff people...n it was nt pre-planned...*faint*

Sat-----------
Went to karaoke wif d,hao n pj ... ya, again... 3 in 2 weeks... one of the waitress very sweet-looking wor. some of us even joked wanna get her number. She looked thoses studious kind... until i heard wat she said... vulgar lo....haiz.. 人不可貌相。。。
After that ended up in suntec for a shopping spree... nvr tot i will be buying anything lo. maybe seeing others but ignited my desire to splurge...keke~ bought a pants n a watch... (i know u will be thinkin why i so spendthrift? but this is only the 2nd watch i bought in 23 yrs... the 1st was more den 6yrs ago lo...my that blue titus)
Sun------------
Met up with my KT mates at suntec (was supposed to be ms de, but last min change *faint*) for movie "Wallace and Gromit" (ss, finally can remember le...finally)
Very entertaining show...lurve the penguins frm madacascar, so funny lo. (madacascar 2 i heard they will be the leads this time, hurray!) Was one of the most enjoyable show i seen recently~ Next we head down to settlers for games... played one of the most stressful game i ever played, its called 'snorty'.... got brain dead after that... i gave up on this game...*sweat* Was a zombie after that...
Lucky after that got ss's laughter as the remedy ,keke~ Er, actually almost got lost, lucky i managed to guess rite somehow :X
Mon------------
Met audz for bk breakfast... den accompany see her do hair treatment...2 hrs lo. Actually quite interesting... din know a treatment so ex...got so many diff apparatus...diff lotions. Real eye opener... i know audz meant good, wanna train my patience so that i will be able to treat my gf better hor~ Was intending to blade de lor, but too bad it rain n rain... sianz~ Was on the bus to ecp when it rained n in the end we have to seek refuge, n left wif no choice except my home~
First time invite gal come to my home... haiz, but nt a gf~ Played scrabble n see movie nia....think my home really nuthing to play lehz... Ended up we go suntec (again...) see movie cos its the nearest cinema from my home. But it was so cold lo...lucky my body temp is naturally high... can be a furnace keke. Saw the “情癫大圣“, not bad lo. Admit is pretty crappy but do have some meaning de. Was quite moved at the end actually~ N as expected...wet eyes from her again :X
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喔为什么道别离又说什么在一起
如今虽然没有你我还是我自己
说什么此情永不渝
说什么我爱你
如今的我依然没有你
我还是我自己

王杰-一场游戏一场梦
Side notes:
D commented this song suit my voice when i sing ^^
Love is nt a game or a dream and u wont alwis be on the losing end, it jus dat u haven found the correct one~
Btw the time now is 2:15am...cos my younger bro jus dun let me use com...

12:53 am

Thursday, January 5

Really feel sad.... After bidding good bye to this batch of students. They have been in my class for 3-4 mths, 2 days per week. Today is their last lesson... At the end of the class they swarmed ahead to shake my hands n thank me for evertything.. and said "see you again soon"... i only can kept quiet and smile. I know that this is my last time seeing them... I have alwis been so emotional ar...why? one of my former student even msn me, ask me why i was staring at the ceiling blankly.... after so many classes...so many 离别, i still feel sad... almost in tears...*weak rite*

the students really brought me joy and laughter, once i step into a class, the world seems to be 100 times better~ met alot of people from diff walks of life, learnt alot in the process... though some students can make me pissed till almost i throw marker..almost... but when it ended, n they appreciate ur patience the feeling sgreat~ when students say they looked forward to ur class, i feel really elated...
really loved to teach... i will die facing a computer whole day... guess this is why i willing to force myself work tru the long hrs n withstand my hypocrite boss n back-stabbing lady boss ba =X

Alas, 天下没有不散的宴席。。。 Hope i'll be given a chance to teach by NIE, 可怜可怜我吧 :P

Side-track abit, a simple sms can really work wonders... jus one of it brightens the entire day *winks* cos you know someone is thinkin bout u...at least at that moment ^^

想你在这样的夜晚
打开窗吹着冷风
故意把灯关上
试着想像你笑的模样
。。。。。
i will never try to break your heart
动力火车- 想你是临睡的习惯

11:14 pm

Wednesday, January 4

today after my resignation, i feel so bored lo... cos nuthing to do... whole day online, tokin to mainly two gals~
Guess my '忠实听众' here will notice audz n clara are my closest gals frens... think i almost everything will tell them lo... so i better dun 得罪 them...or else i will 死的很凄惨。。。

Realized something between my two good gal frens...
they are poles apart lo... but both my best frens.... weird...dun ask me, i also dun know.

one is talkative, one is quiet...
one is alwis askin me to play mj, one hate gamblers (i'm not ok... i dun like to gamble hor. mj is a get together to me lo)
one think i be a very nice bf, one think i dun give people an quan gan...(i veri 专一 de ok...)
one bf give total freedom, one bf practically restrict everything...
one simply hate IT, one simply been doing IT all the way (both from same cos...ironic rite)

Was very interesting lo, cos same qn i asked them... in the end will come out wif totally diff results
Almost went bonkers when chatting wif them at the same time =X

But they are both frens i truly treasure...
they are very nice gals, n i really hope they will be 幸福~
hope our frenships can withstand the battering of time and can 喝到你们的喜酒 ~
^^

为我照顾她我就要离开
让她知道我的爱
别让她受伤害
让她学会如何去爱
她依然像个小女孩

杜德伟-为我照顾她

11:05 pm

I've been tellin everyone i'll be tendering my resignation letter today. Jw n audz actually remembered n ask how it went today. Nice n thoughtful frens i have... or is it i been toking bout it too much...?
Was feeling nervous lehz...nvr did this b4 lo. Dunno wat to say... den i jus thank him for everything n for giving me the chance to work in this 'fantastic' place... I've learnt alot~

Was pretty sian when my colleague sounded my boss bout the bonus. It seems there wont be any...haiz...ming zhen ku ar... work 13 hrs as a woof woof le lo... My colleague practically went berserk... keep ranting on n on...(one of the reason might be me.... cos i tendered later but his last day earlier den him =X) Next fri will be my last day... But from end of this week i practically clearing leave all the way...hahahahaha

Really ....(audz called, n i have to stop to chat.... 2hrs passed, now the time is 2.16am)
Audz remember wat i told u~ Cherish wat u have... dun brood ok. Glad you willing to confide in me bout so many things, but u have to learn to share with ur dearie more lo...otherwise think its unhealthy lehz. i say 10 sentences cant win him say one lo... haha~

Clara, glad u have enjoyed ur eve lo... dont keep doing programming till late la...
patchy, i promise wont forget u de.... provided if no accident happen to my brain =X
jw, u keep nua-ing is also not a solution...though i be joinin u soon ^^
ss, really really very 感动 dat you bother to read my entire blog... dun think much people is able to tahan pages n pages of craps...keke. regardin the test thing... hope u be one of the 2 who pass... ^^ *prayin hard*

For those who saw jay's 枫's MTV, check out 彩虹天堂 by 刘畊宏... its the continuation of the story...sadz...

找不到方向往彩虹天堂
有你说的爱在用幸福触摸忧伤
两个人相守直到白发苍苍
自由的飞翔在灿烂的星光有你在我身旁

刘畊宏.-彩虹天堂

12:31 am

Sunday, January 1

2006, will be a great year ahead!
How did your last day of 2005 and first day of 2006 fare?

2005 的末日
he first min of the day i was still playing mahjong...(one of the things i wanna cut down on...cos its really bad for health...n also for my pocket *sweat*) Slept for 2hrs and i set off to enjoy~ keke
Went to karaoke wif a group of frens plus clara... weird combination... but it works well enuff. Cos i was supposed to meet clara de, but she fell sick. Last min she say she ok liao, but i already agreed to meet my frens le. So have to resort to this lo. Luckily they kind of clicked very well haha~

After the session the rest of the people keep praising clara very being a very very nice girl... i already know that! but people, she's taken =x
Later we went to a place called settlers, was a rather nice place. Played cards and boards game all the way to 2006~ Then we went supper... after walkin for a long time...

离开你我才发现自己那爱笑的眼睛

流过泪像躲不过的暴风雨淋湿的昨天离开你我才找回自己那爱笑的眼睛

再见爱情我一定让自己让自己决定
徐若瑄-爱笑的眼睛

7:27 pm